Forgive me...

Ya Allah.. berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapi masalah ini...
I have done a lot of things that are against ur teachings but u are still in my heart, in my mind, in my soul.
Forgive me for all my sins that ive done and that im abt to do..

and to you...
forgive me...
frens are much impt...

let there be light in the things in abt to do now

wahahah..

im back pple... crazier than ever

oh ya
i finally went for an x ray for my ankle... thursday getting back result
hopefully no operation needed...
eh wait last time need operation but i nvr go.. haha
scared la!!!
my leg is the most impt part of me
recovering legs=no football for a long time= mendak giler
giler an adjective that i heard alot today... went to orchard just now for IDEAS customer service shit thing
non of the shops actualli came to help us buy our things.( step beli jer padehal window shopping jer)
haha and MST is coming.... need to work extra hard
and then its the holidays!!! woohooo...
going golfing at malaysia!!!
im gonna really enjoy this holiday!!!

im hurt again....

ever since sec 3 uve been bothering me... u hurt me wen im walking, running, training...
wen u attack me i would fall like an idiot...it hurts u know...
fuck u ankle...u cos me so much pain... u made me look like fool just now...
in front of my frens...

i really wanna go x ray my ankle and get it heal asap...

im so tired rite now... i wanna sleep but it would waste one day of my life...
hahha... already wasting everyday with school
i need to earn extra income... more and more...
i feel like caddying again... paiseh arh...
da lamer menghilang beh tibe2 dtg alek
i used to be rich wen i was werking thr
haha aite. thats all...

i wanna move on but i think its not the right time yet... im afraid i aint gonna be that dream guy....
i wish i have all the time in the world... den i can show u my love truely

Thanks

I would like to apologize for everything i said and done... i didnt mean to hurt anyone it was juz for fun...
sometimes i do stuff before i think... just like i forget to say bismillah before i drink
choose to forgive me or not... u came to my help when i needed support
everyone has their own flaws...
u talk more i show more...
just wen im not in the mood an act like a wild boar...
guess wat i think of this in 5 minutes... yeah baby its a single digit
but pls jgn binget!!!

haha enuf already... u talk a lot

u so pissed off......... wen i wanted to help u just jerk me off...
well guess what im ur uncle... i aint gonna see u hurt like a sprain ankle...
take advices from a hypocrite... whats all this shit?

ouh and to u MR I CANT STOP TALKING... u dare ditch me this sunday imma make u pay...
my mouth will stay silent... but my limbs are gonna take action...

ouh im just writing some rhyme... OMG just look at the tyme...
im sober... all shit flushed out off my blood stream...
im hyper... 4 times i have been to the gym

so now imma sleep, like a pig...
else tmr ill be too tired to dig...
for ur memorial...
of everything u said that werent real...

goodbye... u gonno die...

Hah

Totally a different person when im texting u. Hopefully i'd be that person...

School= stress

Getting irritated almost always.
It was fun at first then started talking and talking an talking and talking...
Its like u have done everything in this world...
U claim people aint that good when u arent that good urself...
U talk as if u are soo soo big...
So far ive nvr seen u prove whatever u say...
Seems like ure... lying..
Every I say is true u know...
Ive got the scars and witness to prove it..
So moral of the story... get to know someone... just like that...
once u start to get closer... u know the real shit stuff about the person...

HAHA WTH IS WRONG???
Trust me homey im not playing.... out the dancefloor... off the chain.. i say
GET UP!
Im not playing i say im off the chain...

Who run it?!
haha

I wont admit it

Headache, flu, cough, im sick... just wont admit it... even wen i yawn my jaw hurts haha

Im officially 52KG now... i want to gain 8KG more pls...

60kg 165cm

okla tuh...

im always hungry now...

kk... i need to learn to control the vulgarities and stop smoking den ill be a sweet2 guy... awww

haha someone said that eh... advice advice... im getting advice from a lot of my frens now...

looking at my life on a different point of view...

its quite different than wat i thought....

happy now... this headache is killing me seh...

k i want to eat... jemput makan suma!!!