Oh Brother where are you???

Dear Godbrother
Where are u?
Where are u staying now?
What are u doing now?
I hope u at least have a place to stay.
I'll try to change my father's heart or at least get rid of him.
Don't worry, we family stick together.

O$P$

Hmm lets see... I owe Zul $35, Afiq $50, My brother $10, Irfan $120
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

If onli i was selected to caddy at the Champions Showdon @ Tanah Merah
I could earn abt $100k??(maybe more)
F it man.
Pay Zul $35 tomorrow Afiq $10 tmr.
Plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Im damn bored rite now.
I hate it wen im bored.


This is wat i dreamt last nite

Tiger Woods and Aidil is tied with the score 10 below par.
Tiger has finished the whole course but Aidil is left with 1 hole.
A birdie could meant that Aidil would be the winner of the tournament.

The last Hole

Par 4 index 1 370metres
170 metres to cross the water.Left side O.B

Aidil picks up his Taylormade Burner. He practise his swing only once with full of confidence.
He stood behind the ball to measure his aim.
He walks towards the ball and moved into a driving position.
He took a deep breathe and swing his club. And guess wat??
My alarm clock rang and its 12 oclock.HAHAHAHAH

I LOVE YOU

Another Random thought

Why do something disgraceful in the name of love?
Why break the teachings of God for fun?
Why do i feel torn apart now?

I dont know wat to be feeling rite now

People see me happy almost everydae.
I could barely be seen sad.
Some people even say they cannot imagine me being sad.
Even i cant imagine it.

Any way thanks ZiZi for the cab ride and train ride.
Bad boy good heart
Hahs

My life's turn upside down
My godbrother left due to my fucked up father
My 1st brother is behaving like a spoilt child
My 2nd brother hates this family so much he'd rather work that saty at home
My 3rd brother is fucking lazy to werk and is wastinghis time sitting at home playin PS2
I dont know why my mom keeps calling me at 11pm wen im not home.
Cant u see im fucking werking
Im 17 already... u dont do that wen im 16 or 15
U dont even give a shit to me
So far i survived bcos of my 2nd brother

I remember wen i was 12 i sat at the window wanting to jump so much.
But my pulled me beat the shit out of me.
Im thinking of doing it again but...
this time i'll beat the shit out of my bro

hahahaha

i can never win against my 2nd brother

AND U DARE CALL ME A MAT REP..
Adios

Guess wat

February is the best month in my life. Lots of things happening( birthdays, party, exams). To all February babies happi birthday!!!
Especially to Basyar, Taufiq(ITE Bedok), Shahrul, Taufiq(frm riverside), Hidayah, My cuzz Putera, Rina, Syafiq, AND MUAH!!!
it 4.30 a.m. now. Gotta prepare for werk Bye!!!

Random thought...

If I am gonna be reincarnated(although i dont believe in it)
I want to be a murderer....wahahahaha

I WANT SCHOOL!!!

School is starting like in April, and its still February
My timetable has totally changed since the break started.
My usual school time ( 0500-1300) is spent on sleeping.
My footballing time (0300-2200) is spent on working.
And my sleeping time (0000-0500) is spent on watching shows e.g. House, Prison Break, some anime, anything.
Barely have any time for social life cos im onli free during my sleeping time
cos i donno why i cant sleep.

Anyway todae really sucked.
I went to werk and didnt get werk.
I went to werk todae with someone who owes me $15 and pretends to forget abt it.
But who cares, wen someone needs help, its better to not ask them for something in return.
And yah Zul frm my workplace planned to play paintball next month.
I didnt thought he would invite me at first but he invited me before my fren who werks thr almost everyday.
Although most "workmates" thr have a criminal background or have done something that broke the law.. (not counting underage smoking or shit stuff)
they are fun to be with. Although I do really need someone who could help me change myself. Its fun to enjoy once in a while.

-----Move to the beat, it helps me to relax...