im hurt again....

ever since sec 3 uve been bothering me... u hurt me wen im walking, running, training...
wen u attack me i would fall like an idiot...it hurts u know...
fuck u ankle...u cos me so much pain... u made me look like fool just now...
in front of my frens...

i really wanna go x ray my ankle and get it heal asap...

im so tired rite now... i wanna sleep but it would waste one day of my life...
hahha... already wasting everyday with school
i need to earn extra income... more and more...
i feel like caddying again... paiseh arh...
da lamer menghilang beh tibe2 dtg alek
i used to be rich wen i was werking thr
haha aite. thats all...

i wanna move on but i think its not the right time yet... im afraid i aint gonna be that dream guy....
i wish i have all the time in the world... den i can show u my love truely

Thanks

I would like to apologize for everything i said and done... i didnt mean to hurt anyone it was juz for fun...
sometimes i do stuff before i think... just like i forget to say bismillah before i drink
choose to forgive me or not... u came to my help when i needed support
everyone has their own flaws...
u talk more i show more...
just wen im not in the mood an act like a wild boar...
guess wat i think of this in 5 minutes... yeah baby its a single digit
but pls jgn binget!!!

haha enuf already... u talk a lot

u so pissed off......... wen i wanted to help u just jerk me off...
well guess what im ur uncle... i aint gonna see u hurt like a sprain ankle...
take advices from a hypocrite... whats all this shit?

ouh and to u MR I CANT STOP TALKING... u dare ditch me this sunday imma make u pay...
my mouth will stay silent... but my limbs are gonna take action...

ouh im just writing some rhyme... OMG just look at the tyme...
im sober... all shit flushed out off my blood stream...
im hyper... 4 times i have been to the gym

so now imma sleep, like a pig...
else tmr ill be too tired to dig...
for ur memorial...
of everything u said that werent real...

goodbye... u gonno die...

Hah

Totally a different person when im texting u. Hopefully i'd be that person...

School= stress

Getting irritated almost always.
It was fun at first then started talking and talking an talking and talking...
Its like u have done everything in this world...
U claim people aint that good when u arent that good urself...
U talk as if u are soo soo big...
So far ive nvr seen u prove whatever u say...
Seems like ure... lying..
Every I say is true u know...
Ive got the scars and witness to prove it..
So moral of the story... get to know someone... just like that...
once u start to get closer... u know the real shit stuff about the person...

HAHA WTH IS WRONG???
Trust me homey im not playing.... out the dancefloor... off the chain.. i say
GET UP!
Im not playing i say im off the chain...

Who run it?!
haha

I wont admit it

Headache, flu, cough, im sick... just wont admit it... even wen i yawn my jaw hurts haha

Im officially 52KG now... i want to gain 8KG more pls...

60kg 165cm

okla tuh...

im always hungry now...

kk... i need to learn to control the vulgarities and stop smoking den ill be a sweet2 guy... awww

haha someone said that eh... advice advice... im getting advice from a lot of my frens now...

looking at my life on a different point of view...

its quite different than wat i thought....

happy now... this headache is killing me seh...

k i want to eat... jemput makan suma!!!

PAIN!!!

im in pain right now. the worst pain ever ... stung by either a bee or hornet...
it hurts and it swells and its itchy... and it hurts once again... pain!!!
can hardly move my left hand pinky...

arhh!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

wats in my mind now...

hhah.. 2 post in one day.. RARE especially frm me

been listening to alot of Eminem songs..
This song especially hits me.. not the whole song just some part of the line

I've been too long on my own
everybody has their private world
where they can be all alone

im just so fucking depressed
i just cant seem to get out of this slump
if onli i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump

i think im starting to lose my sense of humour
everythings so stress and gloomer
i almost feel like im gonna check
the temperature of the room

in my shoes
just to see
wat its like to be me
i be u, u be me
just to see wat i'd be like

...

Stop acting like the whole is perfect.. its not... nothing is perfect... even he make mistakes... i think

stop... please... ure sad... wat abt me?
u have parents who still listen to you...
i hv parents who just give me some money then its up to myself...
i dont hv someone to look on... no role models...
at least i still hv parents...
even my brothers teach me the wrong stuffs.
do i need to know the best place to club...
do i need to know wats the best alcoholic drink thr is...
do i even need a brother who just give some advices den do noting...
spending more time with his fiancee and frens than brothers...
like wtf....
my heads gonna explode soon...
and thats the reason why im always not in class..
thats the reason why im always asleep late..
thinking of u... thinking of my family...
i wanna be a role model for my younger siblings...
i wanna be respected for something...
but i still dont have that driving force...
stop thinking that this world is made up of rainbows and angels...
everyone has a devil in their body
its either that person can tame it or not...
mine has gone uncontrollably crazy...
thrs nothing stopping it...
even now im thinking...
wats my future gonna be like...
whether its gonna be bright...
whether im gonna be happy spending time with the ones i love
or im gonna just die with a feeling of remorse
how abt being me for one day... lets just see
can u last?
luckily im good at talking crap cos thats wat made me frens...
hahs...
if u dont wanna listen.. den im am the one whos gonna listen
talk all u want
complain all that u want..

ps: if i ever see you... im gonna make sure u get hurt physically cos u hurt her emotionally...
fuck you... i still hate u for ratting me out... i was caned because of u remember???
u can hide behind ur big fat brother for all u want... just make sure i dont see ur face anymore

Done! I CAN FINALLY GET SOME SLEEP

let me love u lar...

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

hah im updating... becos!!!.. im not going for CAD studio tmr morning... im tired! kay bad excuse.
but im gonna go for GEMS tmr... why must school starts early in the morn... why cant it start at 3.. haha

no matter wat i do.. all i think about is you....

but i dnt think im gonna do anything...
u wanna know why?!?!
compare to both ur ex-es
im twice worst as much as both of them add together... haha
im not bragging... im just regretting the thing ive done... like seriously
fuck the past... haha
the past is haunting me again.... seriously...
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
GO OR NOT!!!!!!